That's not a word, is it? But it should be. In my mental dictionary it shall now officially be a word, basically used as, "I am feeling confliction over (enter circumstance here)." I like that better than other alternatives; it seems to show more action and participation in the conflict process.
So, why the confliction, you ask? Or maybe you haven't asked but I'm going to tell you anyway - feel free to click to the next blog if you don't want one of my vague explanations. The confliction comes from the fact that I'm one step closer to Hurry Up & Wait situation #2 playing out. I've actively participated. Still nothing on HU&W situation #1 but hey, why should I think the timing would be, well, well timed?
Now I'm, what, one step closer to... waiting some more? Problem is, if given the time to wait and actually (gasp) think too much, I become my own worst enemy. Do I or don't I? Should I or shouldn't I? I can just about talk myself into or out of anything given the proper amount of time. Things are still up in the air; hence, the confliction. Honestly, it'll probably get worse once both of those situations come in for a landing.
I desperately need sleep as I'm already exhausted from the day but instead, I'm off to work. How lucky can one girl get?!
4 comments:
Catch a nap in the bathroom. Just don't fall in.
The in-between times are the worst. Then your mind can find a zillion ways to go...what if? should I? I could, instead??..and keep you up all night (when I can't sleep I plan imaginary gardens, but I realize that only works for people obsessed with flowers and plants).
I hope your situation smooths. It's like planning for a trip--I'm always so nervous before I start...but once on the way, sheer excitement.
(3 days and no bear! maybe he has finally wandered elsewhere--no word that he has been killed, thank heaven).
Ev'ry limbo boy and girl, all around da limbo worl', gonna do da limbo rock, all aroun' da limbo clock...
Welcome to Limbo. Please wipe your feet.
Jason - Oh yeah, that would be a little difficult to explain, wouldn't it?
Jarvenpa - When I can't sleep because of something like this, I just rehash the same scenarios over and over again which gets me nowhere. I think you're right, it's just getting over that hurdle! Very glad to hear about bear! I'm hoping that he made it to safety. He's clever and has your guidance. ;)
Kyknoord - Lol, you're the 'WalMart Greeter' of Limbo, aren't you?
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