Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Ah shit.

Today is peculiar already. Somewhere between getting out of bed, peeing, and getting something to drink, a major case of the 'antsy-crankies' has set upon me. Maybe it's because for the most part, I've been taking things in stride. It's like, within 12.3 seconds, it all caught up to me. I'm tired of babysitting chronological adults, doing others' jobs for them, and trying to keep track of everything and anything. I really, really don't like being in the position to have to 'believe' people when they tell me things or fighting for the most common and mundane things to work out. Yet somehow, I always feel compelled to do more... to make things work. Then I just piss myself off.

Yes, this is vague, but you know what? If I really let loose now, I mean really just let it all fly, well, let's just say it would get ugly. I'm not sure I want to be responsible for that. I'll tell ya' - some days...

Motto for the day: fuck off

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

The more competent and responsible you are, the less competent and responsible everyone around you becomes. It's a law of nature or something.

Tigress said...

should that discuorage us from writing a comment like "felt exactly the same thing this morning"?!

LiVEwiRe said...

Jason - As usual, I agree with you. Perhaps I just need to work on my interpersonal skills? ;)

Tigress - I'm glad it didn't discourage you from saying it. I just think it's unfortunate that so many people feel that way. =)

Dr O2 said...

numerous times I have tried to break free but the boundries have prvented me from sabotaging the whole situation!

anne said...

Just chew someone's head off. They deserve it, you deserve it. Make sure there are witnesses while you do, and the rest of the world will stand warned.

whatalotoffun said...

hi you i am back i finally have internet at home but boy is it slow cant post yet some error in cookie settings got alot of catching up to do

LiVEwiRe said...

Dr O2 - Sometimes those boundaries can be a good thing; other times we need to claw away at that.

Anne - Oh, I do like the way you think...

Whatalotoffun - Well welcome back! Hope everything gets sorted out soon and you can post to your heart's content! =)

LiVEwiRe said...

Luke - It's an all purpose motto, no? I find it (and variations of it) suitable for almost any scenario! ;)